Hey Everyone
Just wanted to poke my head in to say thanks for all the wonderful supporting emails I got while I was at the hospital and in the last couple of days. The surgery went on longer than they thought, I had some complications but I made it so no sense talking about the bad things.
I should tell you guys the most interesting thing happened, just before I went into the surgery room, I actually started to feel a little anxious, finally, after all those weeks it finally hit me that this could truly be it you know.
Well the Anesthesologist came in to talk to me and get my approval, before she left she held my hand and said "don't worry, you are in good hands, I'm Hope and my nurse's name is Faith and we are here to take special care of you today"......
Isn't that wild?
The weird thing is that my grandmother was saying that she is sending me two angels the day before my surgery when I was talking to her on the phone and I will know when they got there... hmm,, sure, sure. I jokingly told her not to send Micheal or Gabriel because that will freak me the hell out, lol.
Well lets just say my belief in God has never waivered but its definitely fortified right now.
Apart from that, I'm good, very very woozy with all the pain medicine, I'm pretty stoned most of the time, they pumped so much morphine into me that I couldn't feel my abdomenal and lower back muscles until yesterday afternoon. I'm still numbed up.
My neck is really swollen the scar is pretty long from the right side where the mass were located to the other side of my neck, not pretty, but I don't care about that right now I'm just so glad I'm still here. I do need some scarves though, I'll have to work on that.
Ohh, and I got some flowers from everyone at work
awww, how sweet, lol and
I got these from my stepdaughter Tiara and her mom yesterday,,, or day before, I was pretty out of it but they are so beautiful. I feel so blessed right now.
A special thanks to Adrienne for getting the news out and keeping regular tabs on me since...hmm
and one more thing,,, because you know sick or well, there is always fabric involved
This was such a little treat I ordered from sawyerbrook.com last week, its made out of a synethic that looks like taffeta, I know its definitly not taffeta, then they have different strands of yarns woven into it for the pattern, its absolutely stunning and soft. I'm going to make a skirt based on this Michael Kors Fall 08 pencil skirt
using this pattern from the November 2007 issue of bwof, just adding some length. I think the best thing to do with this fabric is to do something simple and seeing that I have 2 weeks to muse from the couch, there will be lots of rambling!
more later and thanks again for everything









